To lead their own

 These two days, his messy, very tired, it used to feel that love is the most beautiful, because of love between people becomes warm, and now find that people will change because of unusual circumstances and cold, I know I need to calm down need sense of balance, and her mother seem to need is comfort, it is time, I know not better than mother's day, grandmother, then her mother did everything for me, hope I can be happy, you can not So the physical exertion, can be a sheltered, the kind of person can live a life of the Master. She wanted me happy, she seemed very happy with the kind of happiness, so her heart is still very good for me that is, for me, just the years that this love gradually becomes a hurt in the process of change, she did not see it, she always thought I was just a child, the child only, the Health and What do not know, do not understand how terrible this society, I think maybe she was right, but the experience I needed to face life, because I also need to mature and become independent and common sense in the community on life, to grow up sooner or later, to respond to colored people and things, so there must be normal, be good, be positive and optimistic in life, my mother really often, I have grown up, I know your love , but I need to go yourself, yourself to experience yourself to feel, all of this, I think you can not seem to detours in thinking, I'm just a 22-year-old woman, did not you rich in my experience, I understanding of the community do not you feel the deep, too much I do not and you, I know, but I want to say is, I want to control their own destiny and life, I want to really live their lives, whether good or bad , I'm willing to accept, I hope you can understand my feelings, my feelings, the bird will one day leave their parents to fly very far, please let me go. I'll never be your life, I want to lead their own life.