Diary 20,060,218 writing short stories

 Diary 20,060,218 writing short stories to put it another way, at 1:00 on December 19 on, I had to sleep.
insomnia because of a dream, yell at me in a dream, had a scare and then woke up sweat, never to sleep.
I now think of it, still vaguely remember that dream as if the general situation.
a small boy, unusually large head, grab my book, and finally did not take away, I hold the book, is also a great thick book, hurried home, did not realize at the door of my house, that big head of children waiting for a long time already, smiling children holding relying on my bladder dark iron gate, towards me giggle and then, to Ban Qilian. In my mind, a child Ban Qilian serious condition, but once installed there is no before. this time, he held out his hand, a huge hand, and finally grabbed my arms book, the horror of a dream I'm scared all of a sudden ran out of the dream.
Riyousuosi night had a dream, many scholars who say that dreams are unconscious mental activity, not even aware of themselves Thought to be in the dream image of up to life, these words I believe.
can not sleep anyway, look for the source of a dream now.
perhaps because of the three years, I write ah painstaking writing, engage in literary creation, that the writer is the noblest profession under the sun, is the human soul, which know their relatives and friends around me are difficult to understand. with my wife's mother (I personally dare not words say) the words high school students say, intended to guard this kid is my communization. after the children laugh and play her uncle and said to his sister, that is my wife, the wife said to me one day, half warning, half laughing Zhenzhen not call me smile. in fact, these words, a great blow to my confidence.
harvest is only three years this month, , entitled not much, Suzi Long's pursuit to help people move and so on.
mirror like my heart, know that this is editing the teacher encouraged me to work for three years on the editorial support of the Ministry, said the truth, my article, I read blush. But this, after all, is the debut Yes, China, the world, all the great writers are not all very juvenile debut, tender, very immature it? think so, my heart to be more comfortable , again a part of my confidence back.
sample issues-mail to post when I read almost all right, in order to cultivate confidence in my writing. For the first two days, this 6, 2005 youth literature, The irony, could not bear even then, they have borrowed Yeah, I'm bold to say, take it!
which as thought, a child of my colleagues Zhang, still less than one year old a baby girl, a diarrhea, the fecal excretion to the bed, and coax the child took the old woman next to dig this colleagues back home only to find this treasure for me is the Xixi). a done deal, colleagues, said Zhang lose your money, right, Su. I say anyway, I read it, tear to tear it, it does not matter. colleagues, said Zhang, which can be Zezheng, which can gnaw whole.
night in silence, I stared, but could not see anything, it makes no difference with my eyes closed tightly. I be like to see, I have that dream will do and the first two day on this matter, we must.
just the thing to do this weird dream I'm afraid Buzhi Yu, yesterday, 18, Literary Federation sent me 48 yuan royalties, money, of course not much, but this belongs to My spiritual wealth, in my mind is priceless. postman had left the office a few noise as the little brother to let me buy dinner to eat, said hi, if I Anyway, gotta eat this meal. I did not stand, he said to himself, others Zeneng please me? to ask then is what I pay. honest, at that time did not stand because the wife's home when the children, household income, income will also part of the Well, Besides all these years every time I do not buy books are dozens, hundreds to spend up?
Last night, lights off, I just said a contribution fee of 48 yuan wife came to this, I imagine that the wife is not happy, said a few words is not free does not give me a short back to sleep she went to sleep.
work. twelve have classes.
8:20, recess . has finished a lesson on, feeling a bit tired, a little thirsty, I drink is sitting in a chair, this time the office of a southern accent speaking book dealer, a woman, pushing a simple luggage cart above a large cardboard box. When all the teachers are immersed by the book has long been met with real mother saw the book are related like, you come to me several rounds Kanjia down, that woman book dealer, said the South Xinhua Bookstore, the county seat to see a set of that the dollars! today is really an opportunity to object, though not the United States, but cheap is obvious, really Ying of the elders said that sentence, how can there be two sweet sugar cane?
immediately and class, and I bite his teeth, won! colleagues Jiang pad of fifty dollars to me, that the south face of the little book dealers seem unhappy, because I still wiped the last of her five dollars. in my experience to see her The look is mostly fake, but I still had to pile out of five dollars a compliment to smile thanks. my colleagues Jiang said, while I also took to the streets to support royalties you ah, poor can not. Jiang said, all right , and do not worry.
9:20 I hurried to the post office money order at the same time hand in hand in two dollars, support to the literature is the way my first royalties. I really hope in my heart permanent collection this money, to the precious memory, but not Yes, life does not allow me to do so Zhang, done it, now ye can no longer go back to the sheet, and if people know what it was, will people look down on.
back to school my cell phone rang on the way, is the principal. He told I said the telephone call to the Telecommunications Office of the President in December I rate phone bills to pay 51 yuan 2 angle, or stop treatment immediately do.
I think, too, first to pay the phone bill say. I rode a bicycle to Also Shui back street. When I came out from the bureau, only a triangular pocket money. Alas! no way, go to the bank branch of money.
the beginning, I just want to support fifty to colleagues also Jiang , more support is easy to spend. so when I fill out a form and instead want to, or a hundred it, blame the trouble. I out of the bank, suddenly thought of his wife last night to say to me. After listening to my wife royalties to be interrupted when said children die cotton shoes, soles are completely disconnected, cold, walkways, nor effort, three, six, nine, tomorrow nineteenth, but also a set, you could go buy a good pair , and according to four, fifty dollars, the base of the poor in! nipped a child's feet, sat down and stalk, frozen in mid-may, and that no joke! wife finished the pass, I slowly and that the Office of the few non-Xiao Nianqing meal I requested it, fear is 50 is not enough yet. wife said the child's cotton-padded shoes anyway, ye have to buy it, can not be delayed! their classroom students stove, first grade children will not tinker with the small guy, but also students not hot, she not love the activities, which is good if the loud noise that can be frozen!
thanks to support a hundred! or really to bother.
I rush to feel the market, bought a pair of cotton shoes to the children, a good bargain for a pass, forty-fifth yuan traded. Then my phone rang a few times to DDD to a text message, I looked at the child she My grandfather sent, the phone only a few cents, let me step up to pay fifty. military orders fell under the mountain. I thumb flew quickly back to the SMS, only one word and no punctuation: Good.
my hand carrying a baby cotton shoes, a hand to ride a bicycle, went to move the company pay for my higher-level point of payment. fifty. deal is off.
hand no money and had to support, you also so what law can?
to the bank. another fifty support. I think this is also ye have also my colleagues back to the river.
I just went back to school when the second floor in the hall, members of the party branch promotion Li went to my side said to me, Su, 2006 in newspapers and journals, secretary to put it collected today, the first ready, while I look close to the office, 47 yuan per person. I may be a wry smile, to nod, did not say anything.
River is not the office staff, she has class. I went to the electronic preparation room for a while on the net, I advanced to the network or the textbook, even saw a website Notice that New Year's Day closing, temporarily for business tomorrow, while my scalp tingling, this is how today, a quick on the phase of my fifty dollars? I in this web site phase of the three books Ting Zhang Xiao Wu . I thought, fingers flew on down the order, anyway, is another story.
I shut the computer down the stairs and went to a trip to Post Office, the Department went to the forty-eight yuan, adding a further binary postage, just fifty.
hand no money, and support, this time supporting a hundred.
Bank of the girl I feel my eyes to see a hint of contempt. I was like stealing money in the bank as hurried out.
back to school, colleagues, or not in the river, and that members of the party branch promotion Li was here, and I did not say, hand in money, fifty, scheduled for next year members of our spiritual food, value!
Li left three Gangbeng children, in a book on the mind after the name of my left.
work until noon, colleagues Jiang did not come back. In the afternoon we'll talk.
noon home, listening to his wife said they determined to give students primary school uniform, I say not have the right, but also set what? wife, said the summer, teachers, children can not help, of course not. I just talk to, we her children not! have to, I think to get into it. I said how much? wife, fifty.
I did not say, put fifty dollars in his pocket handed his wife's hands. This time, children are happy, and went to the alley to go play junior partner to find.
afternoon before work, his wife said the salad is gone home, the children said the old slander, you said your school hair, loud noise is not the old send it? to wait another twenty days if the child's eyes have to slander the green myself. not to go ahead and buy a barrel of eating?
I was like a nod, I remember passing
bank, then I support a hundred. is really no way.
to the office, colleagues first fifty dollars is also a river. I asked the logistical know, salad oil will, with about three-day things. My hands grip the clothes pocket subconsciously clutching the fifty dollars, Mr. Lu Xun wrote Hua Laoshuan really like it, the hard still. seemed to have warmth Yeah!
I want to Well, my first royalties, while small, can we not be too mean, really have to treat, what a glorious thing it is Yes, please!
I informed a few good friends to this evening, and they very happy, look happy than I have. They say I can be known sooner or later, look, look! elated me say, my heart really can not say too comfortable.
afternoon when the fourth class , school meetings, even in the mid-consistent and Social contributions to help the poor to mobilize the school requires 30 yuan per person, members suggested 50. Shajiao suggestions? advice is to be the case. This is me as a young party member in practice understand that. school party secretary finally emphasized limited today (Dec. 19) paid in full. tomorrow early in the report. we are a party member, who we do not take the lead in the lead? donate!
donated money may not treat the and has informed his brothers, which can be supposed?
only to the unpaid debts of the hotel. because it is now too late to the bank branch of money, and people are off work early.
restaurant owner and I have a good I head up the red face means that the unpaid debts, the owners pride and patted my shoulder and said, your brother is my brother, Han said no, just to drink, just drink!
this day I must have drank a lot at night, how I go home, the brain does not save the hard disk.
just lay on the kang, the phone rang, and eight more, Who?
the wife answered the telephone and off the know call a jade river, children's Lao Jiu, is a liberal arts before I said a good high school students also learn a few words after the wife gave me the phone, said Jiang Yu to find you. phone brother in law said to me, you pay the fifty dollars to the father dad said organic mobile phone charges will take along in the past. I said Forget, who pay not pay, I pay it should be. I thought so if the closing of this fifty- dollars, your sister did not leave a month in the face with my son that it was strange to pay.
brother in law said, his teacher said he arts donors, the proposed winter read more history books, 2006 to apply for Department of History , now is a popular, four-year college graduates unable to become a hot backup job disciplines, philosophy, dialectics second brother you can not understand it. I repeatedly say that you understand understand. He said, you that the also. I said to myself, your kid simply has not thought yet! me out is that, Look and see, then see, and so admitted to the University's history department, I have to borrow your book too! he Second, you have a brother in law said, friends, by his three-sets are not a problem. I say you and I 忽悠, 忽悠 then me!'d have a set of Xinhua Bookstore, he said, I have seen, over three hundred and seventy it, or you sponsor the second brother in law I have something to put it off? me that you think my money is the wind blowing in, right? say so, sponsors something to sponsor you five dollars right? I thought, this Kam omitted. the Buddhist say, put down the Buddha. really down, it is actually quite hard man. I can afford is to get fit, so I can not become the Buddha.
children Laojiu side of the phone said, do not be angry Second brother, do not be angry. Second brother, there is one thing, our school to hold an essay competition, each class must attend class at least three people, the language teacher is my teacher said my writing was okay, non- I write, I'm afraid the whole good, you forget for a fool I am. who does not know your level? recorded the daydream, all with big win to the applause of sorts.
I said, it can be No, I get can not come, this is not the spot to do?
He said the theme I seem to remember you wrote, you'll catch a late train to go to school tomorrow morning I'm passing your car on the side of the road for me , you have to.
have said if this were on, and I said feebly, Han asked?
telephone there said the topic is speechless, unable to utter a word.