Wednesday, October 13, 2010

there are stormy sea

 Quiet arrival of the storm seems to be meant as a gentle sea, there will be anger caused by the stormy sea, when the thorns of life is so rough sometimes. Some things people will not feel a clear conscience the same recognition. and Green went out to play by his candid photographs were those of his friends one by one with their mobile phone front-hyun in Zi Yan, the original Green said that before the phone is is cheating on her own, perhaps all that interest and the story is false, Zi Yan suddenly was shocked that he would be stupid enough to actually have sympathy for a scam also the point, young friend was coursing Zi Yan expression at this time, but sarcastic exaggeration to say: know? Green is a wife and kids, and his children are two years old, but his wife just bad wedding, you want somebody else? Green's character is a pretty girl as long as he would hands and feet, identified a lot of love sister, you ranked a few ah? right, heard that the two of you fight back, holding hands close to shopping and then .......? who is so boring chatter? I told you we do not even no clothes blown by the wind from time to time a piece,UGG boots cheap, I have a clear conscience. . br> species of boring topics. green in her eyes at the moment has become the most sordid kind. determined to not even be friends after the talk to him!

face! suffer in silence, she knew would be a mess outside, she must learn to tolerate first father's things, she said as they went, but over time has continued, Zi Yan effort to forget all the pain will be a lead and hair, from small to large that was bullied scenes like yesterday like a clear picture emerged, the kind of partial to no one's frustration rose from the bottom of my heart still, however, she was standing in the wind once again shed tears of grievances .......

troubled times, people always have a warm and sunny. Hin became Ziyan patch of sunshine, pick up the phone to talk to Villa, where he became only her heart warm, and he listened quietly she said, but he summed up her grievances only one sentence: really owe everyone in the world, always will be her fault. She had just pulled wronged it is so sad at the moment, perhaps she really was glaringly wrong, whom do not tell the people to find their favorite, did not get comfort but also destroyed the image of his lost confidence.

see the horizon a cloud / like the other his / where in the sky dream / think of it unknown distance to / I always said to myself / the wind from a few raindrops / thoughts written diary / people do not believe / I inexplicable melancholy crying / I am a man grow up / you like it / the face of this world occasionally scared / lonely with me who / tell me who to listen to / Who can give me answer / I am a man grow up / You will understand me / The Silence of the inner small changes / This vast world and more / I can not see the small / from the palm of the hand out of the / beautiful Flowers ......

Ziyan home to defend the aunt said something about that, my aunts angry cursing for Zi Yan, Zi Yan suddenly very grateful to my aunt's shield, this incident, Gradually their family and into the blood ....

depressed mood and Xuan Zi Yan did not dare to speak into a familiar and unfamiliar passing .... there is actually very active in defense of purple non-do Yan brother, Zi Yan faint heartbeat, but over time, Zi Yan also do not want to consume, and with how he was right, so as acquiescence. night, the defense about as well on a friend and Zi Yan Zi Yan's friends balance went to Internet cafes. see online Zi Yan Xuan very surprised, like she did before and he wanted to tell jokes, but she always just stare at the screen in a daze, Villa made a shout came over and asked where she is, she answered truthfully in Internet cafes, Zi Yan Xuan also do not know the same Internet cafe, she also immersed in the joy of watching his line, but forget the old boys around me there was a little joke, Xuan misunderstanding has deepened, a defense enough, but at the moment more than one. Ziyan hard to explain, but even if there are girls with her Hin still can not forgive. Ziyan how much heartache and frustration with the ......

Friday night, Lingling The following appointments to the skating rink we play together, they have been taking a shortcut of Windsor staff quarters, three girls Zi Yan-ling and the balance arm in arm walked straight ahead, . This man was defending a strong pressure in the door, three of them went back to the past, it was suggested that bypass the line, Xuan also embarrassed that decision, Zi Yan at him quietly, not figure out he was cowardly or respect the Pacific plate the provisions of this disorder, which made clear light weight men and women, which are may be able to have really is strong. or the balance enough to temper, fearless, and she pointed to his wearing printed with Yan but fell behind. Later, the balance reprove with Zi Yan, listening, and only the balance will be a joke about this, other people will think she can not help but look like small boys want to protect, if there are boys like that do not rely on the protection of her people do not die laughing ah? Her height and looks like a can not scare people. Her father would not let her do more teachers, believe that she could not even scared of kindergarten children.

To the ice rink, look at him again In the skating rink and turn quickly, and if he is a noble bird and Zi Yan was to only be in the water the fish swim down, and she looked at him quietly. Shuaishuaitou, told myself Freeze would like to tell themselves that they are men and women and true friends rather than strangers in the exchanges, nor is he deliberately ignored the existence of her was so happy just to play a man, his happiness is the joy of Zi Yan, Zi Yan like masturbation forward. then also ran off and the balance in hand-ling also play ..... Suddenly, skating when a boy from behind to emerge rather abruptly, simply pull Zi Yan to take her hand slide, walk away in anger beat Zi Yan him: sorry for her, in his eyes as if he does not exist.

look of a man looking at Zi Yan Huang Hu sat a long while, Hin was slowly coming:
Zi Yan to squeeze a smile: it, that's just the way places, but perhaps that Ziyan too weak cowardly, so he simply left the road in the future, do not go against Zi Yan said the place. Ziyan nothing to say, her intention does not want to worry about him perhaps even more so now with her wishes. unconsciously, those who in the past, misunderstanding the two of them gradually from the channel wall hearts knows just the beginning ....... Zi Yan Love should not be so, but she also know what to do in addition to frustration.

Ling and out of balance with the skating rink with her short, a guy came out laughing with Dashan Zhao Ling, Zi Yan after I realized that the guy is a salesman wants to chase ling, so the next guy selling the balance has been successfully Ling's phone number, Ling also did not refuse, he invited her to dinner the next time around Ling. Ziyan faint smile waiting, no mood, a person will touch their minds overflowing heart.

They then go to the park to play, even if no greater mood still Ziyan know 舍命陪君子 because emotional feelings sweep of all the things her friends do not so quietly have accompany them away ..... only when the Court and Zi Yan, Xuan apologized to Zi Yan, watching his guilt Ziyan but distressed, she laughs that does not matter, once again self-examination was not himself done wrong to harm him so worry. but her mind had gradually appeared partial to her boys like her picture, she told one by one these memories Xuan, she just wanted to together with the people that love should be like, Villa do not have to speak out for their strong, Ziyan not let him do so, but he also completely, but holding her hand so that everyone knows is his Ziyan girl friend or pull on her to take her leave, but why Villa was only in the eyes ignoring her existence? Zi Yan Xuan inadvertently questioned about her feelings, Villa did not speak, perhaps those in the past but also happy that Zi Yan recalls also hurt him, maybe he has a conscience to know that doing a bad job, but perhaps he also remembered his own past, do not think Ziyan that period, it is silent does not speak ....

three girls go to their head office on Saturday to play, Ling, and the balance having all the fun, Zi Yan was alone playing with the phone,Discount UGG boots, she finally told him the courage to break up, maybe too much but is a kind of persistent wrong from the start Zi Yan stood the active position, it would be so tired, they play, he would have no own opinion and said, couple, and have actually been hired as the relationship between employment and a walk in front, behind a widely separated flee, do not know or do not want to visit shopping mood, but because the silence was more like a valet. Ziyan only sighed Gas continues to move forward, do not want to bring that screen is not happy, everyone else becomes unhappy ........ perhaps they should not even start it, the friends of that time and live each day very happy to work with the frivolity, joking along with the chat, he helped him share the job she would send him to return to eat, he would for her and rushed to the place where. but now has become a source of sadness .. ....

Hin only lightly Huileyiju respect her choice. so calmly answered, flatly blessing, Zi Yan after all, is not the foot down in his heart, it may not matter, no explanation and retention , but she easily let go of any drift, Zi Yan could not help tears.

gradually the dark watching the screen / to the end of our story / haggard can not sleep for love / remember my heart beating / listening to music gradually tears / My heart is sad for you again / coffee familiar with the taste of the same / Why heart is so tired / love is more important than the results of the process is not right or wrong / no matter how people look at you and me / to Now we have to face separation ......

Xuan Zi Yan and friends back to the common origin, they still work in an office, but she did not ask him to help himself, he also Few will find talking to her, through her, and Ling, as always laugh with, Zi Yan like a transparent body, she could only work if the old busy, head down, do not speak.

After work, he caught up to her feet: br> after each of them will work together through the traffic lights after the intersection, the extension of transit does not say anything. Ziyan understand that he specifically sent their own, she also looked forward to the fight he would have minded their own wants, she him, and if they do not want to reason a man will never Zi Yan also allows him to send, will be mercilessly cut off any chance of approaching his, but she did not.

boring work, the Ling Yingying to smile about the night she was early for the plant sent to overtime pay, and overtime is also the office with her gossip Xuan, she smiled and told him to dinner, he would really have to go to the store to buy a lot of snacks to her because he did not know what ling like to eat, so probably have to buy sex and what ah like potato chips, a big bag of dry food. sad, silent, listening to Ling, who tells her that happiness is never Zi Yan Xuan used so happy heart ........... at least he will be rather hard to make her happy, this is the most important. . between them on any, she had to just want a quiet life, simple joy.

call the office to ask her.

deepen irritability with.

be tight, she would not understand why he would be playing, honest and can provoke the ground to their own class who Ziyan guess, the only suspense worry. to see the best face came Xuan friends clear immediately rushed to ask him. In his explanation of how to know Villa is in the evening after work to Zi Yan texted by a surprise attack on the way to go. Qing Zi Yan also vague suspicion was intentional root render the is because those who defend Xuan Zi Yan and under with the hand in anger, at the moment of truth on the Zi Yan to blame the one after that, even things not related Hin, why hurt people without Pi, Zi Yan also guilty Why talk in the evening to accompany his text. Ziyan like falling into hell suffered the torment of her hatred in their hearts, and if she never let him touch a green better, he gave Villa a certain double back.

day break to listen to Ling-Ling said that he had cried, I heard he was beaten bloody and you still went to the hospital every pin, but also send the message side. ling also quietly confessed Zi Yan Xuan they do not tell her says, it is not let-ling and Qing Xuan Zi Yan was afraid to tell her afraid. Ziyan deeply moved, he cares about himself, he would even think of at the edge of life and death themselves, so deeply touched by Zi Yan with, the more impressed the more self-blame.

repeated the line to the commitment of Ling, Zi Yan Qing-ling and can only watch to see him, but she can only pretend not to know the heartache endured, with his continued carry forward his good, Zi Yan still talk to him a joke, as he has, I hope to force him out of himself, she would like to see him. But Villa's perseverance really strong, he still refused to disclose their situation, a no one at home to take care of.

refused to tone.

you organize. , finishing just a moment, he said the room did not suddenly flew in Shenzhen, and it to him in that tone should say mind. Ruanmoyingpao in Zi Yan's finally agreed to under the clear commitment of betraying a friend he unknowingly took her to his home. Ziyan hurry at the supermarket to pick a variety of fruit, she did not know What is his favorite foods, so basically bought a point.

Zi Yan knocked on his door, he opened the door of the moment is so shocking, stand behind Zi Yan Qing Ling grin. He embarrassed to welcome them into the room, did not say anything, just quietly give them back the water, Zi Yan to tell him to eat more fruits and handed him a good point on the body, take a moment they had left , and Zi Yan to go deep to remember when this place.

evening, the sunset gradually west, the beautiful shiny red evening sky, lights and moving atmosphere. Ziyancouzhao two hit the stores the fast food and nutrition and health Tang Xuan sent home, the door has long been on the table after the discovery of caring people to send off meal, Zi Yan know that girls must be sent, only the girls will have so carefully and not an ordinary girl, she do not guess their relationship, but do not want to understand why the other girls will know and she does not know. Maybe that might not be better than not knowing. she did not ask. only silence will put something next to the share meals, to depart.

looked at him quietly, quietly looked at him happily eating.

explains that he tells us: to now our factory, she always loved me, but I assure you I would not like her. / have become sweet / only I understand this feeling of happiness / the United States was worth giving everything / to meet you, know you like you love you / thank me for every drop of tears / Only you know how valuable I / That you for me change / Please continue feeding gentle smile Can I exchange / day by day and forever that day ......

Ziyan quietly listening to his explanation, as if it did not matter, as always maintain smile, it seems that if he had not explained that she would not hesitate to believe him. Love is perhaps the girl faced during intellectual regression, always so naive as to believe in childhood fairy tales no longer read.

Week Six of the evening, my aunt at the table are struggling with, with her sister's Zi Yan and holding the hand of his sister-ling and Qing Xuan also go to the park to play, playing Naozhao Court and Zi Yan sister, buy her snacks with drinks, children sang nursery rhymes to her camel:

sun in the sky according to / smiled at me flowers / birds that early morning / Why do you back a small bag / I want to school / every day does not late / love learn to love labor / credit for the people to grow up ......

sister cried finally walk out the back to Zi Yan, Xuan willing to carry her when required, the results of a small tweaks to the girl holding Ziyan sister's clothes, hiding behind the gently said something: br> back to the sister, all also are all gone, Zi Yan Xuan intended to send a while back, and they yearn to disheveled step because of the city in a circle, a quiet wind blowing from the next night long hair,cheap UGG boots, they are familiar and strange to walk on the road, not far near distance. Gradually they took to return, coming Ziyan aunt was there to play cards.

asked the.

asked with concern.

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Ziyan suddenly felt he was not in the possession of words, then, to say the problem is not cold, at first he did not know how in the end, and later Ziyan do not want him to ask this same question, to take the initiative to reach out and pull on him, have his body temperature should not ask you cold so cute, then it, Zi Yan though. Xuan Zi Yan's hand grasped the advantage of the opportunity, her little hand hold in the palm of his hands very warm, gradually warm the heart through Zi Yan Zi Yan and Xuan .......

enforcement began a long chat messages, Xuan joking, in order to He lay in a hospital bed when the needle return to her great fun chatting texting a suitable reward, Zi Yan knows what he wants, but just play the fool, she is not active before, do not know how much courage that is to let her take the initiative. She put the matter in the joke with nothing.

ling that the pursuit of talk for a long time in the text message real action finally started, Ling charge for the calls, and an appointment please eat. ling best friend is Zi Yan and balance, so that the two without a doubt to be 舍命陪君子. boxes, the large group of diverse people, but only one female, with three of them add up to four , Ling, and the boys sat adjacent to the natural, the two friends sat in the middle of Zi Yan, the drink is no better result, or accept their hospitality to drink a small glass of white wine, watching the group of boys desperately to drink , Finger Guessing Game alcoholism, only the boys drinkin and ridicule the Ling Ling from the body is getting closer, Zi Yan Ling to sit gently pulled his hands side to side, watching the group of people like to see a group of did not like the quality of the rogue, Zi Yan was very disgusted to eat half of their K of advice to the song later, Ling evading frustration can not afford to promise, Zi Yan Ling pulled it half-way to withdraw with their boyfriends, etc. forward as an excuse to escape.

outside air is really fresh, Zi Yan after flashed the feelings out. She advised not to go to the next-ling, group of people at risk. ling or bent appointment, the insisted Zi Yan With both of them had to go, Zi Yan Xuan left alone in the house with him. breeze floated from behind the window, bringing the tip of the thin floating in the fog late. In the quiet night, they happily laughing, Xuan proud to come before him, the public security police to do after graduation left behind by the handcuffs, the mood in the Zi Yan in her hands handcuffed to the next one,UGG shoes, a handcuffed hands in his, and he threatened her say let her go back to that handcuffed a lifetime. Ziyan so happy to hear him talking, smiling and struggling out of bad, little hands, she had quick success, and Xuan agile immediately narrowed the circle, how any of Zi Yan Results are not escape. Ziyan he really takes a anxious night, deeper and deeper, and the family may have been waiting too anxious aunt, she was gone, begged her over the next joke he finally opened the lock for her .

looked at his look of hope and eventually summoned the courage to take the initiative in this life all kissed his face, two people are caught in the tension in the. Ziyan leaning against the sofa back, this time is not shy to let her move to open pace .

sec / collapse left the world an island / no one here did not have time without thinking / can find no way out may be able to forever / tomorrow's promise to the future to achieve / test of love even more bitter than sweet

back lying warm in bed thinking about that moment, long time can not sleep, Xuan send text messages to her that this is the first time he kissed a girl, Zi Yan and told him she was not honest, her former boyfriend, pro-active , but this is her first initiative to kiss a boy. she began to recall the original, when he and another change of heart came to see her girls together, silly, she thought he would go back to him, he was by his parents to their first kiss, the results confirmed her silly, she thought it was the Covenant, it is naive to think that love vows, but she does not agree, as if nothing had happened and continued to kiss my girlfriend I am in contact with .......Xuan mind that she was ashamed of his .......

Xuan suddenly asked why her back with him, he does not believe this is true. Ziyan not too much to explain , just told him to believe her. because Zi Yan did not know what kind of words to describe his mind, would have liked him from the beginning, not between them does not appear anyone, she never changed before, just looking forward to not be as familiar with their affair, the kind of people feeling uncertain and a bit sad little sad. she just want to restore the original appearance of love .......

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