Sentiment choice

Just experienced something little sentiment. Word choice, the essence is that a word homes, homes shall be abandoned. Participation of the heart to God, I of, or seen them mysterious. Person's life, eyes like an ocean, no end in sight, one's loss. When seeking to find their target, longing for life, it seemed to see the landing of the island, work hard, fought, and ultimately may be able to reach the happiness of heaven. But often not so much in life is calm, desire, jealousy, hatred storms may hit at any time. When a person fascinated by these eyes may deviate from the course. Life boat tossed in the violent displacement of the ocean, people feel fear, anxiety. The emergence of the devil will be timely, giving one o'clock temptation ear food, people inadvertently feel revenge, obtained control of the meet. Many people try to, so they no longer calm the heart, the pleasure of trying again and again, unable to extricate themselves, the ultimate step by step away from the happiness of heaven. Perhaps they would have considered, whether this is right, maybe they will realize that they can not extricate themselves. There can be all sorts of excuses, there is always a million reasons to support its own, I paid so much, I can not give up. I have come to the point where today, I can not turn back. I do not want back, reality is too cruel, I am forced to not look back. . . . . . Boring ourselves, this is not the reason that ultimately only one reason, that is not satisfied, the desire of my heart is too strong, they can not control can not give up the desire for pleasure that many would rather let himself sink, but rather to deceive his own comfort of their own, needs a little bit of self-forgiveness. As a gambler, when he lost a lot of money in the casino, he always wants to win back, always wanted to get the original back what belongs to him, he would tell myself that I can not go back, I must gamble, where to get lost where we should come back. Na final, or bankrupt, deserted, change nothing, discarded by life. Or get back all of their own, and then eager to get more and continue to gamble on them, the end result was nothing. Each gamblers lose, he would think about, so I get back what is mine, then I will close hand, I'll continue the life I had been, since not gamble, there is always that can control their own lives, to grasp the degree, but few can really go there to do, when are the future, perhaps these ideas will be be forgotten, was captivated by the eyes can see only their own create their own dreams. Most people understand this truth, the most frightening is clearly aware that there are always people who think they are one of the few, and believe that they can go do it, sad and regrettable. Human choice, and sometimes only in an idea, is happiness, is a sink, only to decide by themselves. Give up, the choice is not difficult to do much, the dead of night, when many ask yourself, ask your own heart and ask yourself truly desire. Give up some, turned his head, perhaps a brighter future, the sun was bright. This process, pay a lot, lost a lot, not willing to pay for yourself so everything is in vain, his eyes once again been fooled once again choose to abyss. Pay, loss of life are used, only the experience of those, can slowly grow and mature. Not always pay, people will be equivalent to the return, and sometimes get is an experience, an essential path in life experience, nothing more. There is no road of no return, only do not want to go back to the heart, the heart was desire to control, do not want people to look back, blinded eyes can not see the direction of true happiness. Release, release yourself. Abandoned, the desire to put aside unnecessary. To give up the man to know how to pursue happiness, do not know how to give up, or will sink endless suffering, or will suddenly realize that after many years later you'd rather die. Buddhism goes: Oliver bounds, repent and be saved. Flu, the Wu!